Okay, I may not be satisfied with the reactions and the comments in the and, but I have to say what I need to say, I can't simply ley go of this subject without saying anything, especially what I had to say in the first place.
I want to start off with the 'spamming' of Nezuney, claiming my art is traced and/or copied from others. I'm not gonna deny the fact that, my oldest drawings were reference-based. But I did not outline it, I did not claim it as my own. I simply didn't credit it. Most of the compliments were based on the design and colours, so, the people who owned those bases, I'm sorry, I was barely 12 and I didn't know much about DeviantArt rules, and that I had to credit something I simply just- Looked a the anatomy just in order to LEARN BETTER. Now the comments from Nezuney, involving my art from this summer and a few months ago- There was only one sketch that I had to check out to get the anatomy and pose right just because I couldn't find a photograph that would fit the image in my mind. Continuing to my own thing, I just- Are you kidding me? She simply showed me a correct lioness anatomy drawing and claimed that I traced it- No. She only proved that mthe anatomy of my lioness was correct and if you are curious, I looked through actual photographs of lionesses. For the last, Fiontan had a very smiliar body built to the TLK character, Scar, in my point of view. So, I only looked at a TLK screenshot of Scar laying down in a cave with zazu, and some laying lion photographs. That's all. It's actually sad to see people like that, claim that somebody has copied and traced everything when you only have threeof INCORRECT evidence. Returning to the actual problem here, what I left there as a comment in the first place wasn't sarcastic nor was it an insult, I had no bad purpose in that comment, to be honest. But, the replies I got were highly offensive and judgemental which crossed the line of my anger management system. They harassed me in the first place, and all I did was doing the same thing they did to me- I'm not saying it was right of me to do that and I would never do such a thing if they would not say those things to me without making sure they were right. But, I am supposed to be truthfully myself right now, I do apologize to Nine, her boyfriend Marcel, and the people I have offended out of anger, not hatred. I'm really sorry. I'm not a bully, I'm not, at all. Being that rude is against my nature, but in this case, I literally lost control and it took me a while to recover from anger. And, the people who had left hateful comments on my page, calling me a disappointment, bully, a shit, a monkey and so on- Many many offensive things. You all called me a bully, but what you did was smiliar to my mistake. Actually, the same thing. I should never have lowered myself down to their level and fireback, but I did, maybe they misunderstood me or it was a bad day for them- I don't know the reason, but they could have given me a chance to eexplain myself, which they didn't. What you all did to me here, it was no different than what I ahve done. Calling me a bully and offending me, harassing me, spamming me won't make you any better than me. It makes you a bully instead. It makes you what you've called me several times. And it only turned things into something worse, I could have stopped replying but I didn't because you all kept triggering my anger. Only some of you decided to not try to shame me and note me instead, and try to be kind at least. I'm thankful to those two people.. And I'm thankful to Skitt and Mheeps for supporting me, and also my dearest sister, my twin - She tried to help me out all along but I was too blinded by anger to listen to her. I'm very very very thankful that she never left myside, even though she didn't say a thing to those haters. For the last, I hope I made everything clear enough for people. You all can either continue to hate me, or accept my apologie.
I'm sorry once again.