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Okay, I may not be satisfied with the reactions and the comments in the and, but I have to say what I need to say, I can't simply ley go of this subject without saying anything, especially what I had to say in the first place.

I want to start off with the 'spamming' of Nezuney, claiming my art is traced and/or copied from others. I'm not gonna deny the fact that, my oldest drawings were reference-based. But I did not outline it, I did not claim it as my own. I simply didn't credit it. Most of the compliments were based on the design and colours, so, the people who owned those bases, I'm sorry, I was barely 12 and I didn't know much about DeviantArt rules, and that I had to credit something I simply just- Looked a the anatomy just in order to LEARN BETTER. Now the comments from Nezuney, involving my art from this summer and a few months ago- There was only one sketch that I had to check out to get the anatomy and pose right just because I couldn't find a photograph that would fit the image in my mind. Continuing to my own thing, I just- Are you kidding me? She simply showed me a correct lioness anatomy drawing and claimed that I traced it- No. She only proved that mthe anatomy of my lioness was correct and if you are curious, I looked through actual photographs of lionesses. For the last, Fiontan had a very smiliar body built to the TLK character, Scar, in my point of view. So, I only looked at a TLK screenshot of Scar laying down in a cave with zazu, and some laying lion  photographs. That's all. It's actually sad to see people like that, claim that somebody has copied and traced everything when you only have threeof INCORRECT evidence. Returning to the actual problem here, what I left there as a comment in the first place wasn't sarcastic nor was it an insult, I had no bad purpose  in that comment, to be honest. But, the replies I got were highly offensive and judgemental which crossed the line of my anger management system. They harassed me in the first place, and all I did was doing the same thing they did to me- I'm not saying it was right of me to do that and I would never do such a thing if they would not say those things to me without making sure they were right. But, I am supposed to be truthfully myself right now, I do apologize to Nine, her boyfriend Marcel, and the people I have offended out of anger, not hatred. I'm really sorry. I'm not a bully, I'm not, at all. Being that rude is against my nature, but in this case, I literally lost control and it took me a while to recover from anger. And, the people who had left hateful comments on my page, calling me a disappointment, bully, a shit, a monkey and so on- Many many offensive things. You all called me a bully, but what you did was smiliar to my mistake. Actually, the same thing.  I should never have lowered myself down to their level and fireback, but I did, maybe they misunderstood me or it was a bad day for them- I don't know the reason, but they could have given me a chance to eexplain myself, which they didn't. What you all did to me here, it was no different than what I ahve done. Calling me a bully and offending me, harassing me, spamming me won't make you any better than me. It makes you a bully instead. It makes you what you've called me several times. And it only turned things into something worse, I could have stopped replying but I didn't because you all kept triggering my anger. Only some of you decided to not try to shame me and note me instead, and try to be kind at least. I'm thankful to those two people.. And I'm thankful to Skitt and Mheeps for supporting me, and also my dearest sister, my twin - She tried to help me out all along but I was too blinded by anger to listen to her. I'm very very very thankful that she never left myside, even though she didn't say a thing to those haters. For the last, I hope I made everything clear enough for people. You all can either continue to hate me, or accept my apologie.

I'm sorry once again.

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Hello people I know, and I don't know. x'DD
I don't really like to use my real name around, so I'm used to being called by Cheshire or Amnesia. .//Cough Amny, Amne-chan, Amny-chan, Chesh, Cheshy .//Cough
ANYWAY
About me, for short, I'm just a really really really weird and random person. I'm having problems with explaining myself without sounding rude so- Please, don't mind me if I sound really rude at times. x'DD
I love drawing. Drawing is my life. If I did not have to sleep I would draw all the day non-stop.
I hope you like my artwork.
I just HOPE so. x'DD
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x-Fumei-x Featured By Owner May 21, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
If I could favourite everything on here all at one time, that would be a dream come true. But for now, I'm gonna cuddle you while I slowly favourite everything. -makes tortoise noises while clinging to-  turtle 
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LunaDragonCat Featured By Owner Edited May 12, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Um excuse me ? I don't mean to sound rude but can you plz stop saying hurtful things to some people ? Thank you



Btw I luv ur art it's SO cute !!! :D
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Pyrushowlingwolf Featured By Owner May 10, 2016  Student Digital Artist
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oXAmnesiaXo Featured By Owner May 28, 2016  Student
Thank you Ig..
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Pyrushowlingwolf Featured By Owner May 28, 2016  Student Digital Artist
._. you okay...
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PurpleScorpion187 Featured By Owner Edited Apr 5, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ah. I remember you...

That girl, whose art and style I thought were pretty cute, up until I saw some of the things you had posted.

I'm extremely forgiving... But that kind of narcissistic behaviour is hard for me to get past by. There are so many incredibly talented people out there, who achieved so much in their lives, - and even they're much more modest about it.

Modesty is attractive.

While what you did, was basically insult every single artist who hasn't gone to art school, and made them feel like shit (myself included).
Oh, I forgot, - you don't even consider us 'artists'.

You know the way I see it? I think self-thaught artists are actually just as much, if not more, admirable. Because they went through the whole insanely hard and tedious process of learning everything (shadowing, anatomy, proportions and etc.) by themselves. WITHOUT paying someone to 'put' all the required information in their heads.
We had to teach ourselves everything. And it takes years, sometimes decades, to grow that way.
While an art school is basically a 'shortcut', in a way.

I know you already posted an 'apology' journal. But you still seem to have that mindset that tells you that you're far more superior than everyone else, just because you're a successful student in an art school...
Which is not right. We're all people.
We're all 'siblings' in this world.

Like I said, even people who have truly achieved admirable heights, are often very modest about it.
And that's what makes them so much more wonderful; even after achieving so much, they have still not forgotten how to be 'human'.

I have over 40 awards for all kinds of subjects and contests (not only art), as well; but I still feel like I'm shitty at almost everything. I'm just a human, afterall.

A little self-confidence won't hurt anyone... But belittling others, because they had not been able to attend the same places you have (which can be for multiple reasons, like financial hardships, for instance), - is not cool.

I was not trying to be rude. Just tried explaining my point of view in the least aggressive way possible.
Whether to read it or ignore it, is your choice.

And before you bash me for any grammatical mistakes that might have occurred (even though you make them from time to time as well, - heck, we all do), just letting you know that English is my third language. I'm actually Russian (born in Latvia though, and I wish I wasn't, lol).
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oXAmnesiaXo Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2016  Student
And, you could have told me that by noting me. It's kinda, like, rude to remind the whole waste of time and drama to me in my very own profile.
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oXAmnesiaXo Featured By Owner Edited Apr 5, 2016  Student
I'm not gonna beat a dead horse and try to explain myself anymore-

Just know one thing about me,
I would /never/ do and/or say such things out of the blue, without a reason.

And- Oh, I almost forgot, another thing,
'Jealousy' ( I don't even know what I'm supposed to be jealous of ) isn't a reason, since it's out of my nature. ^^

Anyway, have a nice day/evening!
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PurpleScorpion187 Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I would have done it privately, if you had done the same thing in the first place.
But you keep saying offensive things, and telling everyone you're better than them because of the art school thing, - and you do not seem to do so privately. So why should I?

I treat people the way they treat others. And me. If they insult me, am I supposed to sit around like a sadsack and say nothing?
Not too fair, in my opinion.

And who said anything about jealousy? Where did you get that from? Or were you just trying to make me feel worthless by that statement?

Because I could see that you're definitely not the type of person to be jealous of anyone, because of your 'god'-complex; so I wasn't even implying that.

Such people usually think the world revolves around them, even when they actually have nothing to be proud of (not implying that you don't).

Just saying that such behavior is not a good start to anything.
And that you should've been more respectful towards others yourself, if you want that kind of treatment in return.

Thank you for the wish, if it's not sarcasm, and likewise.
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oXAmnesiaXo Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2016  Student
I'm not a narcissistic person, at all. Nor do I have a 'god-complex'. You've mistaken me as Nine, I suppose.

The person who jıdged and threatened innocent people, luckily, I befriended one. And he's a really nice person and he told me he did /nothing/ wrong. All Nine did was claiming what /is/ art and what is not. Which she should not do since she can't even improve anymore.
Oh, and, my 'narcissism' was offensive?
The actual offensive thing is posting a badly drawn cat for an example, saying 'Don't ask me for AT if you draw like this'. Can you imagine how much loss of confide ce new artists lost?
And, I gotta mention, I got no problem with being a hobbyist, but I'm against behaving like a godess, claiming to fight for colors and justice meanwhile the only thing she did was harassing people. That's definitely not helping since those people were highly offended and broken. More damage? Of course; She went to her own page, crying her eyes out about that and basically did let her watchers on me. Wow.
More?
The next day she mocked me, the next next day she made a comic about me and my friends. More wow.

And, when my friends heard that, they wanted to defend me like Nine's waychers and friends did for her. But as she claims, they are my bitches/lovers.
And she complained about Turkey- I think she should take a look at a history book.

Anyway, I DID treat her the way she treated others. Just like you're doing now. Also, about privacy, they replied to me like that in comments at the first place, meanwhile it was only a normal comment. It was actually a nice try. Instead of asking me why or noting me, they decided to overreact and insult me. So, why wouldn't I do the same thing? Another thing about me, I actually am shy and doubtful rather than narcissistic. So, the difference is, you don't know her, you don't know me, you don't know what happened between us. And the case was closed, beating a dead horse, pretty much. But I did reply to make you see that I only behaved the way she did. Yet, Nine is very successful at crying her eyes out, of course everybody would blame me. And, I don't think she will 'react' to my apology unless somebody corners her ego and talks about me as an example, like it happened with Royalei. Apologizig in notes and literally everywhere for the entire situation she had been in. But, again, Nine continuously talked about her, mocked and offended her, broke her-- Until somebody, me, cornered her with an amazing example and proof of her huge ego. What did she do? Cried her eyes out and apologized to her. I'm aware of what I have done, unlike her.
I'm not the one you should complain to- This is not even something you should talk about by just looking at the comments and such.

So, yes. What you did was judging me, congrats. ^^
I just- Honestly hope you won't insist to complain more about this.

And where did I get that 'jealousy' idea? Oh yes, innumerable friends and watchers of Nine called me jealous and sooo so so on. That's why.

It was no sarcasm. But I honestly tried to close this subject yesterday. Because the case is closed /already/ and it has nothing to do with you.
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